The Journey by: Mary Oliver

Just wanted to share one of my favorite poems =)

One day you finally knew

what you had to do, and began, 

though the voices around you

kept shouting

their bad advice-

though the whole house

began to tremble

and you felt the old tug

at your ankles.

“Mend my life!”

each voice cried.

But you didn’t stop.

You knew what you had to do,

though the wind pried

with its stiff fingers

at the very foundations,

though their melancholy

was terrible.

It was already late

enough, and a wild night,

and the road full of fallen 

branches and stones.

But little by little,

as you left their voices behind,

the stars began to burn

through the sheets of clouds,

and there was a new voice

which you slowly

recognized as your own,

that kept you company

as you strode deeper and deeper

into the world,

determined to do

the only thing you could do-

determined to save

the only life you could save.

Absolutes

There are no absolutes. As one of my teachers said,

Suffering ensues when we do not recognize our boundless nature.

A Beginning

So, I’ve decided to start this by posting about my first ever month-long silent retreat. It was a very challenging time for this person, yet a very good opportunity to unfold into a deeper practice in the safety of amazing beings who held the space beautifully.

The retreat was called Being Dharma led by two former monastics, named Kittisaro and Thanissara, and the venue was at Dharmagiri Hermitage in Kwa-Zulu Natal province of South Africa. It was mainly a meditation retreat with yoga. I usually go to retreats with a bigger focus on yoga, or just plain meditation. So, this was something truly different – a lot more integrated and one month long! It was a good way for me to start this year’s travels to deepen my practice.

The hermitage is a beautiful space and I’m glad it’s in the backyard of the country that I’m currently living in. I really appreciate what Kittisaro and Thanissara do as their life’s work, for it helps lost (or feeling lost) beings like myself to have more clarity in the ways things are.

Here are a few pictures I took to try and capture the serenity of that space where I committed to spend a month of this life.

angelic sunset

angelic sunset

the end of the walk

the end of the walk

a clear day

a clear day

the Castle

the Castle

upper shrine and Vulture's Peak

the upper shrine room and Vulture’s Peak

a sunrise

a sunrise

meditation room

where the work is done

outdoor dining, accommodation, shrine room/ meditation hall

outdoor dining, accommodation, shrine room/ meditation hall

shadow

shadow

bench with tea cup

a good spot to contemplate and drink tea

angelic sunrise

angelic sunrise

the view every time I exit the house and the road I walk up to the common area

the view every time I exit the house and the road I walk up to the common area

sign post on the road

sign post on the road

the house I stayed in for the month

the house I stayed in for the month